Well this is it. I've decided to step down from my position as The Chief Instructor of my karate school. I will be informing all the people I need to inform by the end of today and tomorrow morning. That means that I might have 1 or 2 more weeks of this. My heart isn't in this. I go through the motions when I'm at work and because of this not only does the school suffer but so do my students and my soul as well. I've slowly been destroying myself with not sleeping, eating, and smoking. All to escape this job that I don't want. So I'm leaving. NOt because of the stress or the workload, but because i'm not aligned with this job right now. Maybe in the future i will get another shot. Maybe not. I'm okay with that. Right now I need to start preparing to figure out what I'm gonna do next. Go back to school is defiantly up there. Also I need to get another job. I'm thinking about exploring Criminal Justice and Law Enforcement. Use my skills, and body that I have been developing to help out the community in a different way. Anyway, I want to give special thanks to those that have stood beside me no matter what my choices are. Those people being my brother, his wife who you all know as Thriss, and my parents. I could go on but these are the main people I wish to thank because of everything that they have done for me. From giving me a place to sleep to feeding me to giving me a shoulder to cry on. They have helped me with my inner suffering and I don't kknow how I can ever re pay them. For now though I have to keep looking to the future. And find out What I have to do next